These actions were taken in meetings of the St. Alban, 2010 in Workshop # 2 Square clinical institutions in an era of regulatory procedures and safe
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Time "SAM" some faces ...
by Clara Novaes, psychologist, counselor at the Clinique de la Borde
From "psychotic collapse" and the daily work with the madness, it is possible (even inevitable) to rethink our temporality, our way of living history, live evidence our logic, our relationship with man and nature, with the visible and invisible, with the speakable and the unspeakable, with predictable and unwelcome, with the closeness and separation, with the pace (the Stimmung) and silence, movement and noise, with the body, with breaks and new arrivals (people, affects, the new), with the impossible ... All this took a permanent job in home paradoxes and contrasts and questioned.
Time "SAM", and the time of psychosis, in what they have troubling triggers in us a whole field of thought and strangeness who in his passing, finally becomes our way of life here, shaping our presence and our way of working collectively with all we have, with all that is, while being sensitive to the singular.
The strangeness and the need for this experiment includes morning (as we call La Borde SAM here, especially that of " Park "), in what the newspaper has more basal and prosaic, invites us to engage our bodies in working with all these other bodies that make up the vast landscape of SAM residents, chairs, colleagues, around chamber, the basket with drinks reception from orange, leaf day we looked everywhere, flute Marie, mops, supermodel Lola, the dogs that pass the phone ringing, the sounds, the sudden silence, the radio Sunday Mass with Leo, the suspenders of Peter, the shovel is not found to pick up dust, the phone rings again: it is the BCM does not know what bed could be found for an old acquaintance who comes into emergency ... and the trash is overflowing, we look for the keys, Cecilia and Sylvia returned from the laundry, they bring business to John and Adrian, they have not forgotten some towels, " you never know, "said Sylvie, and reminds us that it will buy socks for this, William is angry because we forgot his breakfast, he will get paracetamol at the pharmacy, Victor has cleared the table of reception and waits for its injection, there is a water leak on the first floor, which can pick someone of the interview, Thomas does not to walk his DVD of Black Sabbath, it is close to a very angry, a little bit of water on the DVD, ops, he walks again, everything is ok, Arnaud is angry with the toilet and do longer wants to go to Paris, Mary comes to offer us one of his cartoons: there are the little lamb, it changed color today, she smiled ... later we hear the birds from her window, right time for negotiate a little shampoo this afternoon at the Kalo, no, not today, tomorrow we start again ... William does not want to take showers, in August he said, there, someone will think of us the month of August, and then in August we are in April ... we learn that we can try every day ... Charles died x times in the day light of the small room where we keep the equipment clean, please to save money he says he does not like the lights on! And we have not yet had time to bed that George wants to put the duvet blue today, Hugo is still in bed, you try to find tricks to put in motion, it is already 11am! The depository is there, we think of cigarettes is because Julian and Saturday he will go sooner tobacco because otherwise there will much more and we must provide for the whole weekend, Leo tries to negotiate with the credit union to get a little more money now, he wants to go to the small market of "ZUP", and Emmaus, John Paul is the extension of the SAM give us his purchase of the famous Club Car Luke, he will say it later to rail, the club office in the afternoon, the newspaper and the meeting of Home Friday, which are places available ... We are starting to organize the Ritz, dinner is at the park, waiting for Matilda "girls" and Thomas to find the plates, "we made a list to see how it is today? "She said. It is still 8.9 people, but she likes to do list every day anyway, never forgetting the place of "poor" ... it makes us imagine that it would be good to eat that day at the Ritz or where to host it will happen at the last minute ... now Matilda will look for different things in the kitchen for Julian, "he does not eat cheese or fish or noodles" ... Simon toured Park, he asked whether we can speak two minutes and leave in doubt between a monastery or stay with us at La Borde, we will search for John in his room come and eat in the middle of the road, we see that it has only one shoe, the other had to stay involved in its coverage, we will seek, in the meantime, he turned back to her room, must start over, at least 15 minutes or 5 or who knows how much for all that is installed at the table ...
In this day and weaving in the weaving of everyday life, people familiar with these little rituals, residents, monitors, plants , animals, architecture, all combined in this frame ... It comes slowly, because we have the time, it takes time. And you can take with our way of organizing work (logic the "Matrix" La Borde) where the host heterogeneities (in the beautiful paradox statement by Jean Oury, that is par excellence in a Collective found singular) helps us to invent things, the devices (which are not protocol, universal) without having to remove the doubts, hesitations, contradictions ... These are all component parts of this trip is his character and adventurer, romantic tool of resistance against wear, fatigue, boredom, repetition empty repetition that does not exist unlike the predictable non-event ...
Time SAM is not the watches. We can talk more easily because of time lines in practice with psychosis it looks like he's more of a time prior to temporality itself, a suspension time (perhaps in the registry off time with Jean Oury likes to talk?), the between, which, by upsetting our temporality to us, we can perhaps begin to be where something on the order of a contour, a business , a time ... And we see
spring time of the Club, the Collective and its vicissitudes, with its subjacency and the necessary interface between the various therapeutic tools we have. The work does not seem to release it, get rid of the time, but free time. And one could almost say that writing about these things is like making a kind of floor to the music of time ...
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Time Sat
by Diane Andrew psychologist, counselor at La Borde (Loir et Cher)
The SAM is a jargon word labordien. There are others like: hot, BCM, 207, bearing, grating, etc.. From the point of view "etymological", SAM, it means: Care, Entertainment, Household, that is to say the activity areas of the clinic room. By metonymy, it is also used to designate the areas themselves. They say "Sam Park. By extension, it became a zone: "Sam you do this morning? . "To Sam, rubbing it on a daily basis with the world of psychosis.
The weather in La Borde like a rubber band. At times it seems spinning, others grow. "We talked about that yesterday. - "Yesterday", it seems very distant and sometimes so close. "It will take a month, oh well, already, but it is true that we already talked about it last year. "As Beckett wrote," it has long as it lasts, but it has only begun. "
In SAM, all is still again. Perpetual recommencement of the same, but it is never the same. Repetition is always new to paraphrase another. Perpetual recovery.
For monitors, the SAM begins before entering the areas of patient care in a meeting at BCM (Medical Coordination Office). Transmission time is the time of first taking the temperature of the atmosphere is also a first home caregivers by caregivers, a time of transition from the intimate to the collective.
Once in the sector, we must first come, be there in a space that is often unwelcoming, sometimes even chaotic. The night has left its mark and the morning is already well under way for some, it takes the train way. It seems that there is time, time to take time, but the train started and we must embark immediately. Install a few chairs, a table clean, help one to sit down, open the blinds, a coffee ... so many little things involved in hosting the morning. Accommodate each other, receive its various applications and often immediate, whether for drugs, the shower, to talk, to do the room for a cigarette or a piece of bread ... not to be dragged by the train Crazy - Learn to differ, install a warm, living space, introducing the distinctiveness. Open a reception area where you will be able to meet, be somewhat "with the other." "Give me a cigarette, quickly, I am anxious! "Hello Peter, you can sit next to us if you want. How was the night? "Just a few words sometimes delay seeking and realize that smoking is eventually forgotten as desired.
home space. The "Orange Home" as it is called here early morning meeting in the sector, a time to gather people, objects and ideas. A room adjacent to the infirmary, a table, some chairs, Plateau ... The drug is placed on the coffee table, some glasses have already served. One comes, another goes back for now ... later ... maybe. In the rooms, monitor, password, attentive to your own pace: time of first contact, "yet to see." That one is still asleep, it's already gone, the state chamber of a reveals a difficult night, the bed the other has more cloth. Crossing singularities and rhythms ... Here, there is no question of pace, scheduling, but to be attentive and sensitive to the particular rhythm. Michel up at dawn to assist with sprigs to the kitchen, Raoul must activate each body before standing up, Agatha drew all night, she is very tired. Time to host the morning at the very fragility of the transition zone, preparing to appear in the world. It is to be as respectful as possible in order not to crush "the sloppiness of the sensible" but accompanying, supporting, this passage will allow the person to engage in a new day.
Over days, sheet date. Orange home, space-time gathering of singularities, is vectored by taking drugs, the discussion of the "household grid, but mostly by reading the" day sheet ". Posted to the secretariat of the Club for the next day, the day sheet provides information on activities, workshops, and highlights of the day. It also helps advertise, prepare, explain and thus to reassure an unusual event that without this preparation may be experienced as intrusive (eg, the course fee). Rarely completely accurate, it invites us corrections, and trade questions. Support registration, it allows a movement in the clinic and appears as a guarantee that are after. She has this feature to gather what is happening in space and time. Pastry shop from 14h to 17h on the ground floor. Madeleine asks me: "There pastry shop this afternoon? She will not come, but it's very important that this takes place, it exists, it is possible.
Time SAM is also the time of the meeting ... the meeting to another with its own temporality. The time lived in psychosis, it is not easy to access. Gisela Pankow says "it n'yad'accès to psychosis by space. This is not the geometric or architectural space, but something that requires the establishment of an architectural relationships, the different roles, different functions of working people. They are able to identify what site it goes something, and what happens. In everyday life, there are lots of things that go unnoticed by the people established in their status, and yet it is a tiny detail that sometimes will change life.
Briefly, I would you outline the world in which William lives. William is 65 years and was hospitalized for almost 25 years at the clinic. For over two years, he leaves very little of his room. Some time ago, it still went down in the lounge to watch the time, watching the clock on the wall. Until the day when the clock disappeared ... So he asked me to buy him a watch to monitor the time ....
From his room, he runs the world and fight the underworld. He counts the days until the total eradication of it. "In 5am, it's over! "Or:" There are still 400 million, it will take another three days! . And every day we go again. Each day is a new combat. "It's over, I leave at 12.45" and the next day it happens again.
His watch, it is a landmark. It monitors the time that it brings him his meal tray. Mais sa montre tourne fou. By I do not know what train it is always in step with the timeshare, as his personal calendar also. Chronos has its own rules at home.
One day, I go into his bedroom to 17h.
- Hello, how are you?
- I have not had my breakfast. It is 10am. I'm not happy. The Coda said she would bring it to me and she did not come. There are no more Sat Borde, it's over!
- But it is ...
17h - No, it's 10am, you're stupid.
- (I showed him my watch) Look, I tell you the truth.
- you cheat with your watch. It is 10am, I know.
- Good ...
- Leave me, I go to 12 45.
I see him come back just before dinner.
- You want me to bring you a plate?
- No, no, I'm leaving ... Tarazi's son will pick me up by car at 12:45. It's over. The underworld is finished. We've all had. La Borde is closed, there is no longer cook over SAM, more lingerie, ... must be closed. More La Borde.
I will return around 21:30, the turnkey. The door of his room is wide open and the window too. He is lying on his bed fully clothed. He waits ...
- You close right?
- No ... You're dressed!
- Yes, the son of the late Tarazi.
- Night falls ...
- It was I who commanded the sun to set. The moon is there and stars are awake. I ordered it got dark at 14h because I'm leaving.
- Well, see you later.
- Close everything well. All doors.
When he speaks, the past is present and the future is already here. Everything is controlled early, condensed. It is not unexpected, everything is absorbed in his delusional world. In the words of Maldiney, in his world, there is no event.
But small things can still emerge, emerge, hatch. It's about being attentive to the personal landscape of the other and sensitive to changes in our style of presence will operate in this landscape, a mode pathic. A presence that lets it happen. "There's something," said Oury, not liabilities, except perhaps in the sense of passive syntheses of Husserl, but at another level. This is not laissez-faire, but to ensure that there is the game for something that occurs, so that there is (es gibt) something about giving the gift; in other words, to be questioned the destinal. Give the gift of presence and an emergence that is not spectacular, but Unverborgenheit agenda, which was translated as "dis-enclosure" within the meaning of Ronsard. "Or the" withdrawal appear. Find the right distance, far enough to be near and close to being away.
I think something has happened with William. He agreed that I enter his room, which I exchange with him, words, gestures and objects. Sometimes his face is closed, dark, I know I must not stay. Other times, he greets me with a smile on his face. " What are you talking about today? "I mean, time, seasons, the news of the clinic or elsewhere. Still, I move and ask him. For example, if I enter a room with an intention, that it propose to change the sheets in the moment, he rarely accepted. But often, the proposal is heard so that it is himself who made the request after a few days. Resonances. Over time, a graft was able to transfer with William, perhaps because I've seen regularly in the morning ... every morning when I'm there. Continuity. Because my colleagues have left take this time in the morning. Legitimacy. Perhaps also because I, like him, I was attentive to his personal landscape, its horizon. Sensitivity.
Talking time of the SAM could take another take, but it must end. The art of the SAMs remained a constant compromise between the desire to establish a minimum medical hotelier and one to extend the time fragile morning meetings. SAM is a space-time of creation, refinement, perpetuation of this curious substance always ready to explode or evaporate that might be called context, atmosphere, atmosphere.
As the poet whispers: "The air is full of our cries, but the habit is a great mute. "Being in a quality of presence, attentive to the slightest noise, do not be taken by the habits that we settle, mobilize our creativity to invent continuously.
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