Monday, September 27, 2010

Has Anyone Had Fybriods



Not easy to follow Alice Kahn in the meanders of his life. Yet this young woman is determined, especially in the enterprise take the place of another. Especially since sometimes we do not know who she is, the original or the rich. Confabulation Alice Kahn invented the artists and create works of art by hanging herself in the wall of the galleries, unbeknownst to all. She imagines her life and get into it like a second skin, but she does not forget the moult preceding the surrender such a dress in her closet.
In his short novel, Pauline Klein painted a character who lives halfway between dream and reality. It cleverly takes advantage of a fledgling love affair to navigate the world of contemporary art, its tautness and through, artists in need of recognition. And the essence of what makes an artistic photograph: the subject, the photographer's hand or the public eye? A first novel is quite interesting that left me with a smile when I read the last line.
Alice Kahn - Pauline Klein at Allia - 6.10 € (Allia congratulations for this excellent new novel at such a low price!)

Friday, September 24, 2010

Labia Minora Varicose Veins

Organization of psychiatry: Abstract of History (cont. 2)

Title 2

The Act of June 30, 1838 at Circular sectorization of March 15, 1960

The circular of 28 October 1902 is the first statutory instrument relating to the professionalization of guardians to care of fools. But it was not until the decree of May 26, 1930 for the designation of guardian is replaced by a nurse (e) the lunatic asylums.
Under the leadership of the Popular Front, asylums become county psychiatric hospitals. The distinction between general hospitals and psychiatric hospitals becoming official, and with it the distinction, which we will discuss, among nurses in general nursing, with degree of state since 1922, and specialized nurses asylums.

Successor to the Popular Front years, the drama of the Second World War: 1939 and the entry of France into the war against Nazi Germany on September 3, the French capitulation in June 1940, the years of occupation and collaboration of the Vichy regime until the armistice dedicating the victory of the Allies against the Nazis, 8 June 1945.
People with psychiatric disorders and staying in care facilities during this terrible period are mostly depleted.

In Germany, the Nazi ideology of a healthy person takes a form of systematic eradication towards the sick and disabled people and condemns them to death by euthanasia. On this unspeakable tragedy, books were written, and films, I think the film Amen by Costa Gavras. The figures show that about 50% of chronically ill or 70 000 people were murdered in Nazi Germany by the gas and that 20 to 30 000 have been abandoned to their fate without assistance to die.
In France, the "slaughter of Fools" is estimated at 40,000 people died of starvation, neglect, cold in asylums. Some names are known as that of Camille Claudel, sculptor and sister of Paul Claudel, Rodin's pupil and mistress, who died in poverty in 1943 at the hospital in Montfavet, near Avignon, where she had been imprisoned 30 years earlier September 9, 1914.

This tragic period comes highlight a third fundamental constant when you think the organization of psychiatry: the question of the value of human lives.

ideology of man "biologically superior" to hear a healthy man, orders some lives unnecessary and costly for the economy of the national community. Victor von Weizsäcker, neurologist and philosopher, states clearly: "The excitement of life as a pure biological product demonstration ideal conditions for the elimination of lives that represent a lower biological value."
Do you know that two French Nobel prize, Alexis Carrel and Charles Richet, have publicly urged the removal of "tainted" and "useless"?

Do not naively believe that those days are forever behind us: the price of health, and therefore its negative form the disease is one of the current challenges of globalization and the economy of France in particular through the acceleration of shipments of Health supported the to the medico-social, and financial viability of public hospitals with a tariff to the act and the concept of hospital-business. Of course, it is not there to eugenic policies. But today there is a real revival of creationist theories and degeneration through genetic research aimed at finding a way scientistic causes certain psychiatric disorders. Scientific advances on cloning, artificial reproduction, breeding techniques of physical characteristics or gender of unborn children have a real risk of eliminating human labeled "imperfect" that would not have the right to be born.
Chemical castration criminals rapists is also a real resurgence of ideologies of the perfect order and the rule of the superior man.

In his book The extermination of the mentally ill in Nazi Germany Alice Ricciardi von Platen relates the words of Prince Philip von Hessen who tried to assert his opposition to euthanasia: "Despite my Burning recriminations, he was told that I should resolve to act with the necessary firmness and I needed to understand the general situation of the economy that did not support in time of war patients without hope. "
Patients without hope, the terminally ill do not report anything in terms of productivity in the economy but to play only in terms of spending on the fiscal balance of a nation. Clearly, they cost more than they relate. Their existence is it worth the price it costs the community? Alain Minc has placed recently on this subject on the elderly.

But there is no darkness without light. During the years when the troubled World War II, hospitals are also places Home and protection for those who are ruthlessly hunted down and hounded by the Nazi occupiers zealously helped by the Vichy government.

Thus begins the extraordinary human adventure and a hospital clinic, the Hospital of St. Alban, in Lozere. There, at 1000 m, the development of therapeutic tools and first class club as therapeutic space initiatives and responsibility for the sick, aid and complicity of the village's population, have Permit no patient died of starvation or abandonment. The arrival in 1941 of English Catalan psychiatrist sentenced to death by Franco, Francois Tosquelles, would give impetus to this concept is sometimes called community psychiatry, a pivotal experience in creating the movement of institutional psychotherapy 1950s.
the Liberation, minds are reeling from the discovery of the concentration camps and extermination. Physicians and caregivers deportees survived the tragedy, show the horror of concentration camps and desolation of the world of human relationships that they have faced.

All the psychiatric service was detained and questioned by the logic of the camps and concentrations of people deported. The eyes and minds open to the terrible consequences of confinement, the shunned, the stigma of the depersonalization, lack of dignity and, more generally, the deprivation of basic human rights .
solidarity with politically organized Orders of 4 and 19 October 1945 establishing the Social Security that are emerging under the leadership of the reflections of the National Council of Resistance integrating into its program a comprehensive social security referred to national solidarity.

In this context of political reconstruction, economic and human psychiatry began actively looking for another clinical practice from what is already happening in many parts of the territory under the guidance of doctors. Some rely on the experience of St. Alban and practices referenced psychoanalysis. These practices highlight the importance of the meeting to organize the therapeutic management peculiar to each individual patient.

At the national level, the walls and the organization of asylum are challenged, brick walls and walls of prejudice still highest in the shade which protects those big monsters like Clermont segregating the oise and 2000 patients, White House crowded neighborhoods with 5 500 people each, the most frequently trapped, isolated, contained.
Circular No. 61 of 1 March 1949 introduced the concept of open services for hospital patients whose medical condition does not justify recourse to the provisions of the Act of 1838.

The thesis presented by Dr. Philip Hinge in 1952 on the collective treatment of district agitated White House is the final piece of evidence of consideration of an issue as difficult as agitation, before the intervention of neuroleptics. How? For occupations of all orders for each (the flag hinges, flag 6 is a pavilion of women) to leave his bed and that bed rest stops continuous constraints which patients were often kept tied. Soon the flag ceased to be a hell, the weight of patients was high, they have helped build a basketball court, volleyball. The atmosphere has changed.
"We are entitled to ask, Philippe Koechlin wrote in the preface to the thesis of hinge, which could have developed into the" asylum "if the Largactil had come to stymie attempts of this kind, which 1950-1952 were rare, but far from exceptional and isolated. Indeed, he says, the advent of neuroleptics which one would expect that they promote the direct doctor-patient relationship has been, it seems, a paradoxical effect: while the agitation was decreased but the 'said The Guillant services have become sad, sad, and frankly less alive. Everything seems past as if they were active chemotherapy for caregivers, a way to avoid the melee confrontation with aggression, and escape the existential angst. "

So in effect from the year 1952 that develops high-speed psycho pharmacology as evidenced by the story of "potentiating 4560 Rhone Poulenc (RP)" I have chosen because the amazing science fiction title of this discovery.
We are at the Hospital Sainte-Anne in Paris in the department of university hospital Professor Delay, specifically in the pavilion Joffroy which is the service of men stirred the Clinic of Mental Illness and the Brain, whose head is then Pierre Deniker clinic.
Jean Delay and Pierre Deniker establish the therapeutic properties of "4560 RP" used only in psychotic patients, after an initial phase where the "4560 RP-en-injection was associated with an" artificial hibernation "of placing the bladders Ice on the body of patients.
The 4560 Rhone Poulenc will be from the late 1952 sold under the name of LARGACTIL.
The name of this drug is of "wide action," according to the authors or because of the difficulty to identify its specific effects (J. Postel) or the "width" (extent) of its pharmacodynamic action (Huguenard) or because of its effects extensive, covering a variety of symptoms: psychotic agitation, delusions, hallucinations, anxiety, aggressiveness.
In 1955, Delay and Deniker create the generic name of neuroleptics, "taking", "seizing" the nerve, or "having a neurological action." And in 1957, the Swiss psychiatrist Roland Kuhn discovered the first antidepressant, imipramine.

The search is not always so happy. It sometimes takes dramatic twists like this barbaric surgical practice came from the United States and will be practiced in France after the Second World War: lobotomy. It is an American named Walter Freeman, who will implement this method, called time, surgical psychiatry: the practice of ice pick. The tool is pressed, with or without anesthesia, in the orbital lobe of patients after lifting the lid. The operation is referred to cut or alter the white matter of a cerebral lobe. An estimated 100,000 worldwide, between 1945 and 1954, the number of victims of torture, absolutely no therapeutic efficacy, on the contrary even.
I have not found a statute prohibiting the lobotomy in France. She declined only gradually because of drug development. A report of IGAS evaluates to 32, the number of people affected by this technique between 1980 and 1986 in our country.

The 1950s were years of abundant and fertile clinical work and organizational forms that allow it to unfold. The burst ethics that has seized the minds of the Liberation turns into a movement for implementation of a healthcare practice that questions the effects of structures on the quality of life of psychotic patients: hierarchy, status, rigid regulations, asylum concentration, absence of activity, lack of accountability and initiatives.

ministerial texts accompanying the movement in progress: Eugene Aujaleu, Director General of Health, with colleagues, Jean Pierre and Marie-Rose Mamelet are the source of the orders and circulars, demonstrating the benefits that they grant to the daily lives of patients. It Moreover, in these enlightened people, Aujaleu, John, and we will Mamelet the circular of 15 March 1960 on the sector policy.
Circular 148 dated 21 August 1952 back their married name for women in institutions, it can make their own clothes to patients (insane), it allows cutlery on the tables. Previously
in February 1951, a circular reiterates and emphasizes the need for services called open to the psychiatric hospital for those who do not fall under a regime of limited capacity and civil liberty. This text opens February 28, 1951 the user called to duty free admission and insists that will not install on this occasion a financial discrimination by a calculation of pricing autonomous free service that excluding patients with the lowest resources.

The name of "institutional psychotherapy" is due to Daumezon Georges and Philippe Koechlin (1952). The first is to "treat" collectively places of segregation by a new structuring of human relationships between patients and staff including the physician and administration. We must "cure" the hospital of all its statutory and rigidities of the partitioning compassionate care, which places the latter in a subordinate relationship, sometimes even submitting to the staff and creates environments of sedimentation of pathologies. Why should we care hospital? Because the phenomena asylums are not only walls, but also places and for a very important part in the atmosphere generated by the practices of care that is to say, human relations, respect of the subject as being speech recognition and protection of human dignity in his movements and encounters of everyday life, its capabilities and skills initiatives. The essential work of psychiatry is to fight against confinement one hand and the other against the pressure "aliénatoire" any institution (John Oury) which organizes the relationship between patients and caregivers on a statutory supervisor mode.

institutional Psychotherapy is a clinical psychosis. So, to quote Alain Buzaré, a psychiatrist at Angers, in the very title of his book, psychiatry. Another way of saying that "institutional psychotherapy, psychiatry is" is to assert that psychotherapy is not institutional.

Jean Oury founded the clinic Borde at Court-Cheverny near Blois in 1953.
The organization relies on a structural collective Life means of tools associative hospital committee articulated the club for the daily treatment of psychotic patients to enable them to exist in a less precarious than in ordinary society or a traditional property. Patients suffering from psychosis have responsibilities and take initiatives that allow them to move between surfaces of multiple investments and secure whatever activities or acquaintances.
This device comes with an institutional analysis Permanent collective particularly through cultural associations, met today in a cross cultural associations Federation (FIAC) and Institutions magazine.

Extract from the speech of Dr. Serge Drylewicz, a psychiatrist at Tours, in the University Diploma in institutional psychiatry led by Professor Peter Delion in Lille:
"The experience of the Hospital of St. Alban in Lozere where there was no such excess, organizing other than in asylums everyday life by restoring patients to a place about active player fully in community life. This experiment then led to review all of the expression of diseases such as expression of environmental conditions in which they develop. The agitation, delusions, depression is also an expression of the mood of an environment, and their development depends on environmental factors, daily life in a service. Diseases are also pathoplasties which, to be treated, treatment should be accompanied by the institution itself. An active life of the institution becomes a prerequisite to effective care. From the establishment of workshops, movement of money and their therapeutic effects, it became necessary make them legal and have them recognized. This has led to the circular dated 4 February 1958 determining the conditions of use of the therapeutic work and remuneration in the hospital. The hospital committee, the clubs may have therapeutic and official recognition. "

It is through the transference significance of links forged by the patient and institutional psychotherapy refers to the psychoanalytic discipline founded by Freud in the early Twentieth Century. Psychotherapy is as institutional clinical approach to understanding of psychosis based on discoveries from the Freudian neurosis.
Jean Ayme said that "the psychoanalytic model (...) must adapt to the conditions of this work in a group setting where the population is composed mainly of psychotic patients, particularly those that can not be supported by one therapist. We know that this is where Freud had left things as is, stumbling on the issue of transfer in what he called the narcissistic neurosis. Psychotherapy support for taking everyday life and feel with schizophrenia is the need to tackle this task, be innovative and cons gather in part the effects of this new clinical trainers. Hence the concept of transference constellation, taking into account transfers, investments in libidinal sense, partial, differentiated psychotic patients who have no access because of their disease transfer "mass" on one person (the analyst the cure) of the neurotic Freudian.

The fundamental difference with the traditional organization of care facilities is to organize the clinic around concepts psychoanalytic account of the uniqueness of each person taken with psychosis: what is essential to work on "relational failure" inherent in the disease, what are the differences (distinctiveness) or subjective hierarchies, hierarchies and non statutory. The transference constellations of the patient consists of people who rely for her, regardless of their status in writing on their payroll. A psychologist or nurse are not involved in their status, but because the patient is able to be with them a little relationship, and much confidence, so that bits of history shared emerge. Constellations are a therapeutic tool to work at the collective partial transfers of psychotic patients. Why? Because of the disease: "When social alienation is too demanding, they (the psychotic patients) risk their lives. They are indeed confronted with a chronic banal human existence, but threatened by the "sedimentation", which puts them at risk of "falling out of the world." This exclusion alters, unwittingly, the humanization of the "healthy" forgetful who think themselves enrolled in a life worth living. In psychiatry, prevention is not reduced a corporation to which, knowingly, everyone should abide by to avoid falling ill. But it is the result of an ethic which is acute care collectively to implement those whose balance has been upset by the emergence of the disease, "said Dr. Michel Lecarpentier, a psychiatrist at the clinic of La Borde. Hence the importance of considering transference relationship the patient weaves in his desire-to-be-with-others, person or business that are not interchangeable at the option of timetables and schedules, venues and activities, but whose presence and maintain the required continuity of existence psychosis that is the feeling of being the same person from one place to another, sense of continuity so weakened by the schizophrenic dissociation.
The club is a therapeutic community operator that transforms the atmosphere and works in a relationship of parity between people, patients and caregivers. The hospital committee, association loi 1901, is a management interface between the club that organizes activities and the institution administering the funds at all care. A contract is signed between the committee and the institution. It specifies the operating conditions interface. Patients and staff members, and to discuss gender issues related to administrative and financial functioning of the club.

The movement of institutional psychotherapy clinic was involved in accelerating the training of psychiatric nursing through CEMEA, the Centers for Training for Active Teaching Methods and activism of psychiatric professionals. CEMEA have emerged with the creation of summer camps and the need to train instructors and managers, led People's Front (paid leave). Dissolved in 1944 by the Vichy government, they participate in organizing and hosting in 1949 nurse training courses initiated by Dr. George Daumezon, psychiatrist and director of Fleury and Germaine Aubrais The Guillant Permanent CEMEA.

The decree of 23 July 1955 regulates the first degree for nurses Psychiatric Hospitals issued after a 2-year training at regional training centers attached to the county health facilities.
Dr. George Daumezon always attach great importance to the role of nurses in this new therapeutic strategy that is institutional psychotherapy. Nurses who are accommodated in courses CEMEA "live in an inverse relationship, group activities and creative, they refer to their return on their relationship with patients. They also discover new ways of interaction with physicians who supervise these placements. They are introduced to techniques related to group dynamics or psychodrama. It is true that they sometimes feel a certain disappointment when they return to their service, they face the conservatism of the medical or nursing supervision. Daumezon then organizes training courses for managers, supervisor, and then decides to meet the doctors themselves for days of reflection and study to be held at the School Experimental de Sevres, "says Jean Ayme in his Essay on the History of Psychotherapy institutional.
In 1954, the International Federation of CEMEA is recognized as an NGO by UNESCO. Still active today she has a very interesting review "Social Life and Treatments."

The Navy Cross movement, movement of associations and institutions to help Mental Health, was born in reports at start Ethics and Liberation movement of institutional psychotherapy. It will actively support the hospital committees and clubs therapeutic Navy Cross. Why
Navy Cross? In reference to that other great humanitarian movement and Red Cross because it was not much color to choose for this new mission: to better act to support mental suffering. Found among the founders in 1949 in Clermont-Ferrand, Jean Oury, Tosquelles, Sivadon Pierre Doussinet Ms. Delaunay first president.
In 1952 the Federation is created Aid to Mental Health Navy Cross grouping associations and affiliated hospitals, Navy Cross.
in Clermont-Ferrand in 2003 to mark the 50th anniversary of the Federation, Jean Oury said: 'It must be said that the Navy Cross was an extraordinary movement. Was the only place where there was heterogeneity, with a very large proportion of nurses. There were also school principals, social workers, psychologists, educators, psychiatrists. And that was the only place that was heterogeneous (...) '
The MDTF
Navy Cross, headquartered in Paris, still exists, holds training days at the national level and in regions led by regional coordination. It has been recognized as a charity in 1986.
Soon the Navy Cross movement was associated with CEMEA for cross-training, and worked on the establishment of hospital committees and clubs therapeutic Navy Cross.
His actions are organized around major themes, relating to the operation of psychiatry
• Promote and gather the associative movement in different regions in the health sector, social and social and health care for people with mental illness.
• Develop training for multidisciplinary professionals
• Support the sector and the continuity of acute care
• Work with families and Guardianship Services
• Defending the place of people with mental disabilities in the City and given the right to work protected (ESAT) or not.

In the Central Region, the Regional Coordination Navy Cross led by Dr. Michel Lecarpentier, a psychiatrist at the clinic of La Borde, organized since 1990 at least once every two months, training days, open to professionals in the fields of health, medico-social and social area and sometimes beyond. The association Navy Cross Loir et Cher has 5 houses that allow associations to host more than 25 people tenants in the city of Blois. Since 2009, a community grocery store with host tables emerged involving people who meet in independent accommodation because of disease problems in their daily lives particularly nutrition and physical activity. In Orleans
Pleyades association is affiliated to the Federation Navy Cross, as Arbrapalabre, Green House services for children 0-4 years with their parents in Romorantin-Lanthenay the heart of the Sologne.


Until the Second World War, the asylums have worked with paltry per diem. Mental patients provided a valid work not only to combat idleness but mostly regarded as consideration for a debt they contracted with the community for their support. They provided to schools and a cheap labor for their economic services.
In the 1950s, with the evolution of the hospital to acute care, increased Sick pay corollary of increased social insurance, labor issues and organization needs to be rethought in recognition of his considerable therapeutic value.
is the purpose of the circular dated February 4, 1958 (not published in the Official Journal).
This very important text provides the physician, without government intervention, standing to decide the "making work" of a person being cared for, to choose the type of work given to her and lay down the conditions for performance and remuneration. On this point, the circular stresses the subjective element to take into account the very effort to know performed by the patient and can not be assessed by the physician, "according to everything he knows about the mental state of the subject." Compensation is thus composed of two elements: the nest egg base proportional to the duration of work and the task performed, the pay supplement taking into consideration the efforts made in its therapeutic dimension. Moreover
this text provides the possible involvement of a solidarity fund operating within each service component and material assistance to the exit.
And he says the work organization is one aspect of the organization of social life, which is an essential element of therapy. This circular
devotes Chapter 3 to "the intervention of an association in the organization of therapeutic work."
The question of the role of associations in psychiatry is a question not only practical but also ethical in that within a group of associations, and vertical relationships hierarchical doctor-patient, doctor-nurse, gave way to relationships horizontal equal humanity equal humanity, as defined in an even voice a voice of any democratic system parity.
In the 1990s, almost all associations will be charged with management accounting made by the ECA and its regional branches and as dissolved. Social life for sick people will pay the price will gradually fade and hospital services. Already
Circular of 1958 issued a few warnings about various accounts of experiments is irregular: "Until now, only large copréhension manifested by the high court and the public accounting services to the for these experiments has temporarily averted these problems. "
Despite these observations, Circular recognizes a possible role of associations, "as a" Friendship of patients and former patients "of a" society of patronage, "a subsidiary organization existing at a higher level (subsidiaries of French League for Mental Hygiene or the Federation of Societies Navy Cross, for example). The association thus formed must have entered into an agreement with "the establishment to determine with precision the powers of the body created and to clearly define the division of labor ".

These principles will be incorporated in the 2000s as part of the proposal par la Fédération Croix-Marine en collaboration avec l'ADESM (association des directeurs d'établissements en santé mentale) pour introduire dans les dispositions du code de la santé publique, dans sa dernière version, un article autorisant le recours à la formule des associations type 1901 dans les services de psychiatrie avec passation d'une convention avec l'Etablissement dont ils relèvent (article 93 du CSP)
                                                                                                                        
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Saturday, September 18, 2010

Thick Jelly Cervical Mucus

[03]

Exquisite Corpse grouping authors Asylum No. 03.

Or, in order:


Shaman

Ariane Gélinas

Etienne Groleau

Martin Lessard

Pat Isabelle


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In the bowl of amniotic fluid, his breath is short. My haggard. Hard to recognize and accoutrements. This sort of trance worrying me freezes, force to secure the device aqueous ensures the survival of my husband.

Floating soft like a dead fish which they would have fixed a few electrodes to any experience, I wonder if he still is there. It seems so unreal, with its translucent skin - which was once a golden brown like all South Americans. I dig into the pocket of my coat. There is still the capsule recording that I had sent by express from New Havana. Apart from this gelatinous body, the brain changes so low you might think fast photosynthesis is all I have left of him. That and the other.

My thumb presses the small round key and hologram starts instantly replay for the first time his message.

Friday, July 18 3022:

- Happy birthday, mi amor!

I plunged my gaze in her large hazel eyes, overshadowed by the scenery surrounding the hospital. A ball of mixed emotions forms in my throat. The clouded mind, just listening to the message that I know by heart. I distinguish the uniform of the rider and multiple logos of sponsors.

He recorded this message the first day of testing, to reconcile us. He finished first that day. News, while the Fuego had just landed on the airstrip, he shouted to anyone who will listen that this exploit lunar was for us both. Me, I gnawed my brake yet, forced to complete rest in this big empty house. That day, I would have slapped him! Take such risks to impress a woman was manly, but so stupid.

The Fuego fire. That was what had led all these years. This also fueled our relationship. It is also the heap of metal with his damn free energy reactor which had brought my husband in this state.

It may sound selfish, but I wish he was wounded by a gunshot gamma during a hostage rather than that. At least, I would not have had to forgive him.

The International Formula Astro had been able to identify the cause of the accident: an asteroid drifting in the wrong place at the wrong time. I could almost be grateful to them if I did not feel much aversion to the sport stupid.

At one time, the races were done on Earth. The security system was not quite like today, when the pilots did not have many options and they won, lost, abandoned or died. It was honest.

Now you can bring any broken man in space and adequate treatment, provided that the nervous system can still work.

A nurse-droid passes near the tank. It's a great relief for me who can not bear the sight of nurses and doctors humans.

- Mrs. Garcia, it's time ...

The doctor surprised me in my distress. His sad eyes, deep. In a split second, I guess it is secured. He knows the torment within Me.

- As you know, if you prefer ... we can always ...

He hesitates. It's his first time. Strangely, all anger, all pain has just disappeared in the depths of my heart. I feel calm and I know it's the right decision. That is what Ernesto does. I can not explain it: I know, that's all. J'opine and put my gloved hand on the young doctor. Cold limbs droids activated smoothly. Each electrode was removed, each connected with a grace fascinating. In my hand, the holographic message is nearing completion:

- Take good care of you, mi amor ... And take good care manual for me. I love them both.

The message ends.

While a ballet mechanically activated to drain the remaining amniotic fluid in the pelvis, although I caress my belly ring. And it is at this precise moment that the amnion the opportunity to break his turn. Manuel arrives, his father left us. Her fragmented body before our very eyes, in thousands of fine particles.

On my shoes, I note the presence of many residues, those in the path he traveled. I feel on my skin as the wind rises, the breeze becoming more and more violent. The dust begins to stir, then some fly, animated by a life of its own. Manuel, who do not yet understand why his father has divorced, looking at us with bulging eyes as astonished.

Leaning close to the ground, I explain.

- Unable to escape the epidemic. Sooner or later, the division will start for us.

Manual swallowed painfully. My sister, who had remained silent so far, just join us.

- But yet he did nothing special! He had not even touched the poisonous plants. Not to mention that all the surrounding trees were razed to lessen the risk of contagion ...

- I know, Eliane, but remember that pollen still continues to spread .

I heaved a sigh of despair. Manuel, pale complexion, managed to stammer his first words.

- We must leave immediately.

He made a gesture to lean toward what remains of his father, ostensibly to gather them in his backpack, which he opened. Eliane attempts to restrain him. Too late. The Manual outlines blurred as his hands clasping the particles father, he drowns in tears green. His fingers have already begun to shrink, to become more and more applications, such long roots. He continues to cry, and water causes an unusual reaction on the residues of the flesh, who quit a time of swirling, miniature frozen in a pond.

Frozen mirror. Our disinterest is exemplary and we both know that death here is gone. The sharp voice of Eliane.

- A long time ago that the rain did not come here ...

His observation paralyzes me. I live a long time without moving, trying to remember when was the last time I felt the water pounding against the windows of my room. The space of a heartbeat, a thought terrifies me: to be born during the last rain.

A small drop of rain had fallen on my hand causing shock wave throughout my life. A major recall, despite the oblivion that had hidden - which still covers part of it.

Shortness of breath, I cling to this moment, this break point in time, this passage from which the real issue was closed. How such a small bead of light could she have so much affect my future? Without physical location, or benchmarks to enable archiving.

Then time resumed its course. It was so simple. Unable to deny the obvious. I am not what I thought. Something else. That other, perhaps. The outcome of an atrocious time, one of the children of falsehood which had been removed at birth.

Eliane did not notice the subtle change in my approach, suddenly heavy, thick, absorbing the colors, my overwhelming pride. I was away from her now. I narrated us. Why had not I thought of it sooner? I who wanted above all, I thought having so much control and power, I found myself severely reduced the fragility of our company.

my feet on a route that loses meaning with each new not, while my mind is crumbling. How my mother she had been keeping a terrible secret? His fake smiles and she encouraged me to pursue research. All this time wasted, all these books, all these trips. Throughout my life I looked for my father. To discover that I was hunting a shadow. He was of public interest that those born in the rain for themselves.

I felt dizzy considering the magnitude of what I started, then another even more terrible vertigo at the thought that everything was in vain. She still did not notice nothing. The long narrow corridors of my life - it was endorsed by dint follow me - seemed to tangle, bend in all directions to end suddenly, between two voids. A frenzied nothingness.

long effort to locate this obscure little note in a commentary on Aristotle's Physics, translated from Greek to Arabic and from Latin to French, from hand to hand, staying a few decades at the bottom of a trunk, sold in a market area by the ignorant children of a scientist died in anonymity, purchased for its fine leather cover with a collector who knew nothing, who made himself donation at the end of his life in a university where it was stored for over a hundred years before a disembodied hand recounts do. And what I discovered her secret.

This little note had the power to change the world, to rewrite history. Change backgrounds, but especially after them. A note that was expecting her herald, someone who can show the world and reveal its true value. We wanted to be me.

But how important was this note for me now? Now I was not, or maybe more. My story transfigured by Manuel, the rain had made the herald of the secret of my own home.

Everything depended on sources: Either they were the premise of my entire life and I found myself not to give any importance to this note, or they had never expected in my development and the note had had a factitious importance to the one I had been. Certainly, this note was indeed real. It was to be absorbed. Do not fall into the gap that separated us. Cling to reality.

And cursed cracked asphalt path which I came burned our feet for months, me and my sister. The main road of the Atlantic had proved even more challenging for our horses. The slopes were so steep and the terrain so rugged that most of the time, we should resolve to walk beside them. My precious steed, my only friend, what would I do without him?

As high in the north, the villages were scarce, food was not found. For a week we eat plants and dried flowers. Our provisions were been insufficient. Winter was approaching, the nights were cold, and I did not know if I would manage. But I kept my doubts for me. My sister seemed so motivated. The previous night, we slept in a service station - a fluke. The old buildings had all been destroyed or eroded by the epidemic. Corpses and animal carcasses littered the edges at all times of the road. We did not even bother to bury them. Fetid odor that I never get used.

My ancestors had once occupied this land of death. The writings spoke of Water and valleys golden. But this area was more like hell than any paradise lost. Nothing to reassure the foundation of our mission. Could we trust a piece of paper written there was all this for decades, maybe more? In my community, we thought so. Curious state of things that do little more reassured me, I must admit.

Is this road was truly my destiny? Is this land was a carrier of my origins? Y would I find the answers? Future? I sank more and more the impression of going in front of misfortune came over me. I'm the chosen one, my skepticism peaked.

But the point of no return was passed long ago. No question of going back. This road was still our best option. Or so that Eliane believed her. "The devil's alternative" that I had replied. But a sister was brimming with confidence that I did not understand, and she had ignored my comment, as always.

We leading to an endless valley where I met the famous eye tree stump split on which was inscribed in large letters WENDAKE engraved knife. Eliane refrained to do not shed a tear. The emotion that had crossed the pride of our nation. She had succeeded. Itself felt full of pride against the prophetic appearance. But with only one piece of wood to prove all the writing, we were still counting!

My brother reminded me of the case:

- I am the matron! she threw this peremptory tone that was his. From here, and until we reach the Huron Village, you get seats behind me and you do not say a word.

Eliane loved to avail itself of its status as elder sister, and although all her life she immediately concédât my unique role for the world would she sold a strand of his prerogative as matron of the mission foreshadowed the Huron . As predicted, we were greeted by great kings and the meal was dressed according to our desires.

After the meal, while the smell of fried duck dissipated slowly, I managed to get permission to explore the cave of Satan. From a smile, I thanked Eliane and alcohol. It was time.

My glass of wine over, I rose from the table. Employees gathered for the occasion, do not bore attention to my flight.

Guarded by two Huron half drunk, the cave entrance was welcoming and stimulating, dimly lit by chandeliers. I slipped behind the men on tiptoe.

When the mission entrusted to me - before we left - the wise men of our tribe, I cautioned against the paths already traced: I had heard the legend in all its horror, as great it may be. But naturally curious, I always loved the legends and myths. And I also knew that the stories could not survive without mysteries.

Often, the legends reflect the character of a tribe and culture of a population. The low profile Eliane imposed on me that I used. An asset on which I often inseparable wagered during our pilgrimages.

I plunged a hand into the pocket of my coat and took the old flashlight, the last vestige of my great uncle died during the previous summer. Killed by the sea one wave. At least, according to the official story.

A penetrating damp and silence disturbed some echoes of voices. No trace of fear, since a lot of confidence in me. My whole life had led me there and I should fail. I stood still vigilant. The grotto of Satan was surely not an appellation to be taken with a grain of salt. Must say that the experience gained during my previous quests played a key role in controlling my emotions.

Later, I noticed that my body softened. Without me realize I had driven several feet into the ground. The oxygen was scarce. When I tried to retrace the path, I heard footsteps. Not an army, but certainly a group. Just enough time to achieve anything, one shot obscures my vision.

When I came to myself, my legs were attached to the rock by a string. I was not alone. To my surprise, Eliane and employees at his pay was in a position similar to mine.

The dry throat, I coughed a sentence. No response. A sweet caress came my nostrils. After a while I realized that we were trapped in a kind of dungeon. Like animals.

Nothing, except the patience to pick. And still no one dared speak. With an unruffled composure, I took my notebook and travel to transcribing my notes of travel to the sounds of crackling fire, the other side. Fire that surely accompany my death.

In conclusion, I can confirm that - as I see employees go - the legend is true. The monster of the cave is actually sustains humans. In fact, it would be more appropriate to speak of many monsters. Human cannibals. I shall, as a final contribution to humanity, the Huron-monsters.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Testical Cheak By Women Docter

Organization of psychiatry: A Compendium of History

From ancient times to the Act of June 30, 1838

To go faster, say that for several centuries (but not Will not he always so in 2010?) organization of insanity is characterized by processes of social segregation and relegation to the margins of cities of fools, the Charenton, St. Anne for the Paris region, exclusion of the community based on the radical distinction of normal and pathological. It is in the words of Michel Foucault Great Confinement.
Louis XIV created the Houses Force which will be complemented by the workhouses during the reign of Louis XV. In 1781, Necker establishes an Inspector General and Permanent Civil and Military Hospitals and Homes Force headed COLOMBIER assisted DOUBLET and THOURET.

COLOMBIER and Doublet in 1785, writing their "lnstructions on how to govern and work in insane asylums intended for them" which is broadcast throughout the kingdom.
" Thousands of insane are confined in jail, without thinking that they only administer any remedy: the half-mad coincides with the one who is totally and the furious with the quiet madman, some are chained, others free in their prison, and finally, unless nature does not come to their relief in the healing, the term of their ills is that of their days, and unfortunately so far, the disease only grows, instead of decreasing. This is the true state of resources, until now, against the sad state of the poor fools: the cry of humanity has been heard in their favor, and already a large number of asylums prepares for their relief, through the establishment of a department only intended for them in every workhouse, and it intends to treat them indiscriminately all kinds of crazy things .
The concept of Public Assistance is there an early stage.
We are in time FOOLISH INSANE.

The word lunatic comes from the Latin meaning precisely alienus other countries. This term is alienated his mark to madness and its environment care: we talk of alienation, alienation expression derived here psychic alienation, insanity, which disturbs the right. In Nineteenth, alienism will designate the medical specialty that supports the insane, the medical treatment of insanity. Physicians who are interested are referred to psychiatrists.
The concept of asylum dates from the mid-nineteenth century to me and especially the law of 30 June 1838. Etymologically, asylum this time comes from the Greek word asulon, place inviolable, as formerly in medieval churches, where one could find refuge.

In the early twentieth century to me, asylums "modern" will be distributed on the French territory to one per department. Asylum and Fleury-les-Aubrais for the Loiret is built in 1913 on the model of hospital-village with horns, like so many places of residence, a church, a kind of mayor might say with the administrative building at the top of the main path, and a cemetery. There were also one or more farms where some patients were working. And of course a laundry and kitchen.

The 1838 law is a breakthrough in the treatment of madness, such a move even she will govern the organization of French psychiatry for 152 years. It will be replaced by the Act of 27 June 1990 on hospitalization of the mentally ill, still in force.

The 1838 law is part of the humanist movement of ideas from the Enlightenment and the French Revolution. The declaration of human rights and citizen has been there and it is very useful to recall today, while preparing a new law on psychiatry that places the issues of emergency preparedness in the forefront of system of care for psychiatric illnesses. The law of 1838 perfectly illustrates the paradoxes that I just mentioned: it is a security law (investment ex) that affects individual freedoms, but also a law that establishes for the first time places of treatment of mental illness from which the medicine will gain legitimacy in the field of insanity which thus enters the medical field and therefore care.

Cabanis, who gave his name to one of the streets surrounding St. Anne in Paris, sums up the issues of law when it states: "A fool must be considered in three respects: as a patient, as guilty of prejudice and to be prohibited. The first two reports are related to care and precautions they indicate the spring of Medicine or the Police. It is only the latest by the courts. "

is first in 1793 at the asylum of Bicetre and the Salpetriere in 1795, Philippe Pinel, physician and psychiatrist and philosopher Head keeper Jean-Baptiste Pussin, more exactly his wife, free the insane from their chains and their shackles. Pinel argues for treating the insane with compassion and patience, not with cruelty and violence. Hegel observes that "there belongs primarily to Pinel to have discovered this is reason in the insane, of having discovered as containing the principle of healing and treatment have led to this principle.
student and disciple of Pinel, Esquirol, Toulouse's psychiatrist, is the source of the 1838 law.

What looks like asylum in 1838? In what was still in place or nearly in the 1980s but with some improvements over the past 150 years.

When I arrived at Fleury in 1982, the number of patients hospital was around 1300 adults, 100 to 150 people per chalet, with dormitories, common rooms, wash basins and lavatories aligned than restricted. It was still straw houses in 1968 in dormitories very regressed patients.

Horace Torrubia: psychiatric hospital Fleury-les-Aubrais (Loiret), who died in January 1999, tells the asylum as follows:
" The patient is most often known by his delirium, his agitation, his docility, not really real aspects of the situation in which it is .

" The patient's behavior becomes a mass phenomenon, somewhat abstract, because it is noticed much more by the incidents they created, and the disadvantages and disorders that result, by the personal drama that is the cause .

The beautiful movie SERAPHINE Martin Provost with Yolande Moreau in the role of Seraphine de Senlis perfectly shows what look like early asylums. Common rooms, no mix, violence, aggression daily.

The internal segregation between patients is easy and difficult patients by the words of Horace Torrubia incidents they create. It and is common to distinguish grouped and enclosed in what is called neighborhoods:
- The senile
- The hectic and messy
- Workers and quiet

There are also subclasses patients housed in what was called the "ass low pit" or pavilions defectology. A hospital Fleury Aubrais I remember the flag Morel, former flag waved, the one where there was straw in 1968, I visited shortly after my arrival in 1982. This place was called "the lion's den!
The 12 most wretched of the wretched, the most rejected, rejected, and rendered more than suspicious of the very few odd people who were willing to work there. They really were not many. Not even doctors, probably activism until the decline of asylum, for this type of place to disappear permanently from himself, somewhat self-destructs. I like to think so, anyway.

In large houses, very high ceiling, meals are noisy and restless. Violence and senility accompany the passage of time, drugs are almost nonexistent. There is no possibility of privacy, preservation of a sense of modesty. There is no place either for the memories and personal taste, no minimum personal living space, or cabinet or bedside table. Women internees lost their married name. Anonymity, including the wearing of uniforms, infiltrated everyday life that is organized in a fashion and military prison. The social life is completely absent. But the pictures vintage sepia dorms are spotless, beds made to the square, and tile floors sparkle. After an endless row of beds, a nun asks idly, proud of the prevailing order.

This miserable existence is reduced for patients whose families can afford accommodation and more worthy individual. Seraphine de Senlis receive a room only supported financially by the man who was interested, unfortunately for him, to his painting. It should be remembered that at this time Social Security does not exist yet. Only the internment of Office are supported by the state.

I remember seeing the always Fleury Aubrais of large multi-storey flats on the architectural traces of these amenities: connecting rooms, the largest for the patient and the smallest for his guardian and servant paid by some of the wealthiest families.

How does one find in the asylum in 1838 in the kingdom of Louis Philippe, King of the French?

accordance with rules of entry which will remain in force under the Vth Republic, in 1982 when I arrive at the hospital at Fleury-les-Aubrais under the presidency of François Mitterrand.

The law on the insane No. 7443 of June 30, 1838 are two kinds of investments, voluntary placements, and placements ordered by the public authority, involuntary admissions.

The documents necessary for entry into voluntary placement (PV) consists of a written application signed by the person making it, and a medical certificate stating the mental condition of the person place, indicating the particulars of the disease, the need for its treatment in a lunatic and hold shut.
controls by the administration Hospice (then the hospital) identities and links between people are expected and required.

The law also provides for the voluntary placement of emergency procedure that lightens and removes the requirement for medical certificate. In an emergency, only the application by a third party remains the essential administrative document.
The Act establishes the medical supervision of investment in time with deadlines for producing medical certificates (certificate of fifteen) to be transmitted to the prefect to maintain placement. The prefect pledged his side of the transmission documents to prosecutor. A default certificate justifying the investment, it is lifted.
All these pieces are written by the administration in a register kept available including the prefect representing the Minister of Interior, the presiding judge, the prosecutor.

The entry into placement ordered by the public authority or involuntary (PO) is subject to a disturbance of public order or security of persons.

The law distinguishes between the ordinary and urgent procedure.

The procedure usually consists of an involuntary delivered directly by the prefect. The "orders" of the prefects must be motivated.

The emergency procedure essentially allows the mayor, in case of imminent danger, to order temporary placement of office of the person disorderly or causing problems relating to the safety of people on the territory under its police powers.
The imminent danger must be certified by a medical certificate or the "common knowledge".
Measuring Investment remand can not exceed 24 hours. It must be filed within that time the prefect who prove or disprove (output) from the record of the person.

A voluntary placement can be transformed from the hospital as an involuntary prefectural special order to prevent the escape of the property.
As for the voluntary placement, a periodicity of medical prolonging the placement is organized (certificate 24, biweekly, monthly) under the control of the prosecutor.
All these formalities are also entered in the register referred for the voluntary placement.

I remember that all these provisions will be applicable without significant changes until June 1990, the prosecutor is replaced by the prosecutor.

It is within this legislative framework that psychiatric therapy will evolve, that asylum will be transformed gradually into a hospital, guard in nursing care, freedom of movement of patients in respect s'aménager rights of man and citizen.

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Thursday, September 16, 2010

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Grand & Petit Loup Loup: a beautiful orange

Certainly, since their meets on the first album, Big Wolf and Little Wolf became inseparable, and they take so to each other that their separation is unbearable. So when a beautiful and sweet orange they covet disappears from the other side of the hill, Little Wolf rushed to look for .... but does not return. Great Wolf, very worried, to share his research.
This new installment in our two adorable friends is even more poetic than the previous two. The reader feels they have grown too, and that the friendship which binds them has increased. Nadine Brun-Cosme slides under its history the quest for autonomy and the consequences of the absence of loved one. Unlike the first album where Grand Petit Loup Loup waiting desperately in his tree, he left this time to his research, braving the unknown, represented here by the inhospitable city.
A counselor warmly all our children eager for stories. Beautiful painted illustrations by the talented Olivier Tallec.
Great Wolf & Little Wolf: Such a beautiful orange - Nadine Brun-Cosme - Ill. Olivier Tallec - albums of Pere Castor Flammarion - 13 €
and also:
Grand & Petit Loup Loup
Great Wolf & Little Wolf and the little leaf that did not fall.

Reliability Of Hiv Test At 6 Weeks

Birth of a bridge

This is my first real shot c ow ur this literary season! An intelligent text, sentences structured as scaffolding going up, going up .... Maylis Kerangal of contemporary writing with a pen, it glides over the paper with ease. The characters and landscapes born from reading long sentences and rich, but not once bombastic. That's what makes it a modern writer. Modernity also the theme chosen for this novel, the construction of a bridge, a marvel of human ingenuity. The rhythm of this site titan men and women (albeit in extreme minority, but still) meet, work a full year to release this super-structure of the earth. In the background of these characters, a reflection on ecology, the consequences of progress on eco-systems, the megalomania of man when he falls into the clutches of power and money.
breathtaking, contemporary, profound and ... very feminine.
Birth of a bridge - Maylis of Kerangal - Portraits - € 18.90

Sunday, September 12, 2010

I Want To Buy A Blowup Wrestling Rink

Stage 2010 Cultural Association of Borde spoke of Clara and Diane Andre Novaes

These actions were taken in meetings of the St. Alban, 2010 in Workshop # 2 Square clinical institutions in an era of regulatory procedures and safe
On Dating 2010 click HERE

Time "SAM" some faces ...
by Clara Novaes, psychologist, counselor at the Clinique de la Borde

From "psychotic collapse" and the daily work with the madness, it is possible (even inevitable) to rethink our temporality, our way of living history, live evidence our logic, our relationship with man and nature, with the visible and invisible, with the speakable and the unspeakable, with predictable and unwelcome, with the closeness and separation, with the pace (the Stimmung) and silence, movement and noise, with the body, with breaks and new arrivals (people, affects, the new), with the impossible ... All this took a permanent job in home paradoxes and contrasts and questioned.
Time "SAM", and the time of psychosis, in what they have troubling triggers in us a whole field of thought and strangeness who in his passing, finally becomes our way of life here, shaping our presence and our way of working collectively with all we have, with all that is, while being sensitive to the singular.
The strangeness and the need for this experiment includes morning (as we call La Borde SAM here, especially that of " Park "), in what the newspaper has more basal and prosaic, invites us to engage our bodies in working with all these other bodies that make up the vast landscape of SAM residents, chairs, colleagues, around chamber, the basket with drinks reception from orange, leaf day we looked everywhere, flute Marie, mops, supermodel Lola, the dogs that pass the phone ringing, the sounds, the sudden silence, the radio Sunday Mass with Leo, the suspenders of Peter, the shovel is not found to pick up dust, the phone rings again: it is the BCM does not know what bed could be found for an old acquaintance who comes into emergency ... and the trash is overflowing, we look for the keys, Cecilia and Sylvia returned from the laundry, they bring business to John and Adrian, they have not forgotten some towels, " you never know, "said Sylvie, and reminds us that it will buy socks for this, William is angry because we forgot his breakfast, he will get paracetamol at the pharmacy, Victor has cleared the table of reception and waits for its injection, there is a water leak on the first floor, which can pick someone of the interview, Thomas does not to walk his DVD of Black Sabbath, it is close to a very angry, a little bit of water on the DVD, ops, he walks again, everything is ok, Arnaud is angry with the toilet and do longer wants to go to Paris, Mary comes to offer us one of his cartoons: there are the little lamb, it changed color today, she smiled ... later we hear the birds from her window, right time for negotiate a little shampoo this afternoon at the Kalo, no, not today, tomorrow we start again ... William does not want to take showers, in August he said, there, someone will think of us the month of August, and then in August we are in April ... we learn that we can try every day ... Charles died x times in the day light of the small room where we keep the equipment clean, please to save money he says he does not like the lights on! And we have not yet had time to bed that George wants to put the duvet blue today, Hugo is still in bed, you try to find tricks to put in motion, it is already 11am! The depository is there, we think of cigarettes is because Julian and Saturday he will go sooner tobacco because otherwise there will much more and we must provide for the whole weekend, Leo tries to negotiate with the credit union to get a little more money now, he wants to go to the small market of "ZUP", and Emmaus, John Paul is the extension of the SAM give us his purchase of the famous Club Car Luke, he will say it later to rail, the club office in the afternoon, the newspaper and the meeting of Home Friday, which are places available ... We are starting to organize the Ritz, dinner is at the park, waiting for Matilda "girls" and Thomas to find the plates, "we made a list to see how it is today? "She said. It is still 8.9 people, but she likes to do list every day anyway, never forgetting the place of "poor" ... it makes us imagine that it would be good to eat that day at the Ritz or where to host it will happen at the last minute ... now Matilda will look for different things in the kitchen for Julian, "he does not eat cheese or fish or noodles" ... Simon toured Park, he asked whether we can speak two minutes and leave in doubt between a monastery or stay with us at La Borde, we will search for John in his room come and eat in the middle of the road, we see that it has only one shoe, the other had to stay involved in its coverage, we will seek, in the meantime, he turned back to her room, must start over, at least 15 minutes or 5 or who knows how much for all that is installed at the table ...
In this day and weaving in the weaving of everyday life, people familiar with these little rituals, residents, monitors, plants , animals, architecture, all combined in this frame ... It comes slowly, because we have the time, it takes time. And you can take with our way of organizing work (logic the "Matrix" La Borde) where the host heterogeneities (in the beautiful paradox statement by Jean Oury, that is par excellence in a Collective found singular) helps us to invent things, the devices (which are not protocol, universal) without having to remove the doubts, hesitations, contradictions ... These are all component parts of this trip is his character and adventurer, romantic tool of resistance against wear, fatigue, boredom, repetition empty repetition that does not exist unlike the predictable non-event ...
Time SAM is not the watches. We can talk more easily because of time lines in practice with psychosis it looks like he's more of a time prior to temporality itself, a suspension time (perhaps in the registry off time with Jean Oury likes to talk?), the between, which, by upsetting our temporality to us, we can perhaps begin to be where something on the order of a contour, a business , a time ... And we see
spring time of the Club, the Collective and its vicissitudes, with its subjacency and the necessary interface between the various therapeutic tools we have. The work does not seem to release it, get rid of the time, but free time. And one could almost say that writing about these things is like making a kind of floor to the music of time ...

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Time Sat
by Diane Andrew psychologist, counselor at La Borde (Loir et Cher)

The SAM is a jargon word labordien. There are others like: hot, BCM, 207, bearing, grating, etc.. From the point of view "etymological", SAM, it means: Care, Entertainment, Household, that is to say the activity areas of the clinic room. By metonymy, it is also used to designate the areas themselves. They say "Sam Park. By extension, it became a zone: "Sam you do this morning? . "To Sam, rubbing it on a daily basis with the world of psychosis.
The weather in La Borde like a rubber band. At times it seems spinning, others grow. "We talked about that yesterday. - "Yesterday", it seems very distant and sometimes so close. "It will take a month, oh well, already, but it is true that we already talked about it last year. "As Beckett wrote," it has long as it lasts, but it has only begun. "
In SAM, all is still again. Perpetual recommencement of the same, but it is never the same. Repetition is always new to paraphrase another. Perpetual recovery.
For monitors, the SAM begins before entering the areas of patient care in a meeting at BCM (Medical Coordination Office). Transmission time is the time of first taking the temperature of the atmosphere is also a first home caregivers by caregivers, a time of transition from the intimate to the collective.
Once in the sector, we must first come, be there in a space that is often unwelcoming, sometimes even chaotic. The night has left its mark and the morning is already well under way for some, it takes the train way. It seems that there is time, time to take time, but the train started and we must embark immediately. Install a few chairs, a table clean, help one to sit down, open the blinds, a coffee ... so many little things involved in hosting the morning. Accommodate each other, receive its various applications and often immediate, whether for drugs, the shower, to talk, to do the room for a cigarette or a piece of bread ... not to be dragged by the train Crazy - Learn to differ, install a warm, living space, introducing the distinctiveness. Open a reception area where you will be able to meet, be somewhat "with the other." "Give me a cigarette, quickly, I am anxious! "Hello Peter, you can sit next to us if you want. How was the night? "Just a few words sometimes delay seeking and realize that smoking is eventually forgotten as desired.
home space. The "Orange Home" as it is called here early morning meeting in the sector, a time to gather people, objects and ideas. A room adjacent to the infirmary, a table, some chairs, Plateau ... The drug is placed on the coffee table, some glasses have already served. One comes, another goes back for now ... later ... maybe. In the rooms, monitor, password, attentive to your own pace: time of first contact, "yet to see." That one is still asleep, it's already gone, the state chamber of a reveals a difficult night, the bed the other has more cloth. Crossing singularities and rhythms ... Here, there is no question of pace, scheduling, but to be attentive and sensitive to the particular rhythm. Michel up at dawn to assist with sprigs to the kitchen, Raoul must activate each body before standing up, Agatha drew all night, she is very tired. Time to host the morning at the very fragility of the transition zone, preparing to appear in the world. It is to be as respectful as possible in order not to crush "the sloppiness of the sensible" but accompanying, supporting, this passage will allow the person to engage in a new day.
Over days, sheet date. Orange home, space-time gathering of singularities, is vectored by taking drugs, the discussion of the "household grid, but mostly by reading the" day sheet ". Posted to the secretariat of the Club for the next day, the day sheet provides information on activities, workshops, and highlights of the day. It also helps advertise, prepare, explain and thus to reassure an unusual event that without this preparation may be experienced as intrusive (eg, the course fee). Rarely completely accurate, it invites us corrections, and trade questions. Support registration, it allows a movement in the clinic and appears as a guarantee that are after. She has this feature to gather what is happening in space and time. Pastry shop from 14h to 17h on the ground floor. Madeleine asks me: "There pastry shop this afternoon? She will not come, but it's very important that this takes place, it exists, it is possible.

Time SAM is also the time of the meeting ... the meeting to another with its own temporality. The time lived in psychosis, it is not easy to access. Gisela Pankow says "it n'yad'accès to psychosis by space. This is not the geometric or architectural space, but something that requires the establishment of an architectural relationships, the different roles, different functions of working people. They are able to identify what site it goes something, and what happens. In everyday life, there are lots of things that go unnoticed by the people established in their status, and yet it is a tiny detail that sometimes will change life.
Briefly, I would you outline the world in which William lives. William is 65 years and was hospitalized for almost 25 years at the clinic. For over two years, he leaves very little of his room. Some time ago, it still went down in the lounge to watch the time, watching the clock on the wall. Until the day when the clock disappeared ... So he asked me to buy him a watch to monitor the time ....
From his room, he runs the world and fight the underworld. He counts the days until the total eradication of it. "In 5am, it's over! "Or:" There are still 400 million, it will take another three days! . And every day we go again. Each day is a new combat. "It's over, I leave at 12.45" and the next day it happens again.
His watch, it is a landmark. It monitors the time that it brings him his meal tray. Mais sa montre tourne fou. By I do not know what train it is always in step with the timeshare, as his personal calendar also. Chronos has its own rules at home.
One day, I go into his bedroom to 17h.
- Hello, how are you?
- I have not had my breakfast. It is 10am. I'm not happy. The Coda said she would bring it to me and she did not come. There are no more Sat Borde, it's over!
- But it is ...
17h
- No, it's 10am, you're stupid.
- (I showed him my watch) Look, I tell you the truth.
- you cheat with your watch. It is 10am, I know.
- Good ...
- Leave me, I go to 12 45.
I see him come back just before dinner.
- You want me to bring you a plate?
- No, no, I'm leaving ... Tarazi's son will pick me up by car at 12:45. It's over. The underworld is finished. We've all had. La Borde is closed, there is no longer cook over SAM, more lingerie, ... must be closed. More La Borde.
I will return around 21:30, the turnkey. The door of his room is wide open and the window too. He is lying on his bed fully clothed. He waits ...
- You close right?
- No ... You're dressed!
- Yes, the son of the late Tarazi.
- Night falls ...
- It was I who commanded the sun to set. The moon is there and stars are awake. I ordered it got dark at 14h because I'm leaving.
- Well, see you later.
- Close everything well. All doors.

When he speaks, the past is present and the future is already here. Everything is controlled early, condensed. It is not unexpected, everything is absorbed in his delusional world. In the words of Maldiney, in his world, there is no event.
But small things can still emerge, emerge, hatch. It's about being attentive to the personal landscape of the other and sensitive to changes in our style of presence will operate in this landscape, a mode pathic. A presence that lets it happen. "There's something," said Oury, not liabilities, except perhaps in the sense of passive syntheses of Husserl, but at another level. This is not laissez-faire, but to ensure that there is the game for something that occurs, so that there is (es gibt) something about giving the gift; in other words, to be questioned the destinal. Give the gift of presence and an emergence that is not spectacular, but Unverborgenheit agenda, which was translated as "dis-enclosure" within the meaning of Ronsard. "Or the" withdrawal appear. Find the right distance, far enough to be near and close to being away.
I think something has happened with William. He agreed that I enter his room, which I exchange with him, words, gestures and objects. Sometimes his face is closed, dark, I know I must not stay. Other times, he greets me with a smile on his face. " What are you talking about today? "I mean, time, seasons, the news of the clinic or elsewhere. Still, I move and ask him. For example, if I enter a room with an intention, that it propose to change the sheets in the moment, he rarely accepted. But often, the proposal is heard so that it is himself who made the request after a few days. Resonances. Over time, a graft was able to transfer with William, perhaps because I've seen regularly in the morning ... every morning when I'm there. Continuity. Because my colleagues have left take this time in the morning. Legitimacy. Perhaps also because I, like him, I was attentive to his personal landscape, its horizon. Sensitivity.

Talking time of the SAM could take another take, but it must end. The art of the SAMs remained a constant compromise between the desire to establish a minimum medical hotelier and one to extend the time fragile morning meetings. SAM is a space-time of creation, refinement, perpetuation of this curious substance always ready to explode or evaporate that might be called context, atmosphere, atmosphere.
As the poet whispers: "The air is full of our cries, but the habit is a great mute. "Being in a quality of presence, attentive to the slightest noise, do not be taken by the habits that we settle, mobilize our creativity to invent continuously.
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